My Final Message

You won.

You finally won.

You eased me into the very space you once promised 

you’d never leave me in.

You turned my own love

into a weapon, 

cutting into places I didn’t even know could hurt this much.

I made you a priority in ways I didn’t think I was capable of, 

but you kept placing me at the bottom of

your list. 

I stayed through the highs, 

the lows and the silent moments that almost broke me,

yet none of it mattered to you. 

Maybe I just wasn’t worth loving.

My love wasn’t perfect, but it was honest.

My loyalty was the truest promise I had. 

Even when you lost all feeling for me, 

I kept choosing you, 

again and again, 

but I was never really part of your plan.

You won.

You really did.

You broke me.

You left me in pieces I can’t put back together. 

Now I have to deal with it alone, 

because the winner

takes it all and the loser 

is left to fall.

Thank you for the pain.